Yesterday : Haircut. Today : as to be expected... Terry's "fussing" & at times, his jokes over it ( in fact its more like THEIR jokes...) Un-expected : Varadha like me hair as they were ; long and Deepnisha likes them now ( or maybe a little shorter ) I should probably ask her about the idea of cutting it shorter.
If she weren't going, would I have made the mouv' ???
Lets make this even if we'll suffer later.! Carpe Diem!!!!!
[ I'm coming home,
May you never feel broken again
The memories of you stay strong.
Someday I woo will fly and find you again!
Let the wind carry you home
Black Bird, fly away,
May you never be broken... again. ]
Its weird. It seems to me that she knows how I feel / might be feeling, but She doens't seem to show if its reciprocal or if she knows it! I might simply be wondering too mych!
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Smells like teen spirit
My Work place may seem like a nice one.. it probably is, except for these moments where it reeks of Teen Spirit... I am not claiming that I am the most mature though, far from it, this "Teen Spirit" actually can sometimes be the funny part (yeah in a meany way... ) And I think tI will enter this game. I don't think I'll need a mask though ( lol ), I can easily join it...
Hotel California : This opening is pure AWESOMENESS!!!
Momo was near the office today.... As I was coming with Mel from the shop... We both didn;t really wanted to see him though ( One of the most humiliating and best example of the patheticness of my naivety was when I first met him.. >_<" )
Here's what I should have probably said to him when he had commented on me hair cut :
" Aux subtilités de la mode, des codes vestimentaires et de certains protocoles sociaux, je prefere les subtilitées de la langue et de l'esprit..."I dunno if I read this somewhere... maybe in one of Moliere's plays that I did at school, but for now I like to think that its mine...but I regret that it didn't come earlier.... >_<"
When he was going, Terry told me that I should probably avoid going "after" Deepnisha...because she had someone in her life and if I recall exactly, he said that she loved him... He wanted to warn me as a friend... but there are some things that probably have to be done...even though it will hurt later ( I picture Vince saying smthing like : At this point, you take what you get... >_<" ) I don't like this but I can understant what he meant... but I won't " take what I can get.. Its vulgar and can be hurtful to Deepnisha!!! And Thats not how I want it to be..
I said that I am okay with it... But is it true? Gosh I am starting to doubt!!! NO NO NO NO!!!! I can't doubt...not now! I knew from Akhi back then, that she had someone but even after this, I went forward ( actually when I asked her out, it was not " une action reflechie". But what about her reactions then!!!! The one who told Terry about it could be probably Karine or Deepnisha herself ( or in one of the worst case scenarios like if it was Deepnisha herself, it could be Akhilesh... >_<" )! If it was Deepnisha, then why didn't she come to me directly...same for the other two! wouldn't it be better?
This soooo stink.... doubts are increasing and invading my scenario!!! >_<" bummer.. This sucks... but I'll probably have a go at it any way!!! She's worth the pain I'd say :o
